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LETTER98
CHARLESLAMBTOTHOMASMANNING
24thSept.,1802,London.
MydearManning,—Sincethedateofmylastletter,Ihavebeenatraveller.Astrongdesireseizedmeofvisitingremoteregions.MyfirstimpulsewastogoandseeParis.Itwasatrivialobjectiontomyaspiringmind,thatIdidnotunderstandawordofthelanguage,sinceIcertainlyintendsometimeinmylifetoseeParis,andequallycertainlyneverintendtolearnthelanguage;thereforethatcouldbenoobjection.However,IamverygladIdidnotgo,becauseyouhadleftParis(Isee)beforeIcouldhavesetout.Ibelieve,Stoddartpromisingtogowithmeanotheryearpreventedthatplan.Mynextscheme,(fortomyrestless,ambitiousmindLondonwasbeeabedofthorns)wastovisitthefar-famedPeakinDerbyshire,wheretheDevilsits,theysay,withoutbreeches.Thismypurermindrejectedasindelicate.AndmyfinalresolvewasatourtotheLakes.IsetoutwithMarytoKeswick,withoutgivingColeridgeanynotice;formytimebeingpreciousdidnotadmitofit.Hereceiveduswithallthehospitalityintheworld,andgaveuphistimetoshowusallthewondersofthecountry.HedwellsuponasmallhillbythesideofKeswick,inafortablehouse,quiteenvelopedonallsidesbyanetofmountains:greatflounderingbearsandmonsterstheyseemed,allcouchantandasleep.Wegotinintheevening,travellinginapost-chaisefromPenrith,inthemidstofagorgeoussunshine,whichtransmutedallthemountainsintocolours,purple,&c.&c.Wethoughtwehadgotintofairyland.Butthatwentoff(asitnevercameagain—whilewestayedwehadnomorefinesunsets);andweenteredColeridgesfortablestudyjustinthedusk,whenthemountainswerealldarkwithcloudsupontheirheads.SuchanimpressionIneverreceivedfromobjectsofsightbefore,nordoIsuppose1caneveragain.
Gloriouscreatures,fineoldfellows,Skiddaw,&c.Inevershallforgetye,howyelayaboutthatnight,likeanintrenchment;gonetobed,asitseemedforthenight,butpromisingthatyeweretobeseeninthemorning.Coleridgehadgotablazingfireinhisstudy;whichisalarge,antique,ill-shapedroom,withanold-fashionedorgan,neverplayedupon,bigenoughforachurch,shelvesofscatteredfolios,an?olianharp,andanoldsofa,half-bed,&c.AndalllookingoutuponthelastfadingviewofSkiddawandhisbroad-breastedbrethren:whatanight!Herewestayedthreefullweeks,inwhichtimeIvisitedWordsworthscottage,wherewestayedadayortwowiththeClarksons(goodpeopleandmosthospitable,atwhosehousewetarriedonedayandnight),andsawLloyd.TheWordsworthsweregonetoCalais.TheyhavesincebeeninLondonandpastmuchtimewithus:heisnowgoneintoYorkshiretobemarriedtoagirlofsmallfortune,butheisinexpectationofaugmentinghisowninconsequenceofthedeathofLordLonsdale,whokepthimoutofhisowninconformitywithaplanmylordhadtakenupinearlylifeofmakingeverybodyunhappy.SowehaveseenKeswick,Grasmere,Ambleside,Ulswater(wheretheClarksonslive),andaplaceattheotherendofUlswater—Iforgetthename—towhichwetravelledonaverysultryday,overthemiddleofHelvellyn.WehaveclambereduptothetopofSkiddaw,andIhavewadedupthebedofLodore.Infine,Ihavesatisfiedmyself,thatthereissuchathingasthatwhichtouristscallromantic,whichIverymuchsuspectedbefore:theymakesuchasplutteringaboutit,andtosstheirsplendidepithetsaroundthem,tilltheygiveasdimalightasatfouroclocknextmorningthelampsdoafteranillumination.Marywasexcessivelytired,whenshegotabouthalf-wayupSkiddaw,butwecametoacoldrill(thanwhichnothingcanbeimaginedmorecold,runningovercoldstones),andwiththereinforcementofadraughtofcoldwatershesurmounteditmostmanfully.Oh,itsfineblackhead,andthebleakairatopofit,withaprospectofmountainsallabout,andabout,makingyougiddy;andthenScotlandafaroff,andthebordercountriessofamousinsongandballad!Itwasadaythatwillstandout,likeamountain,Iamsure,inmylife.ButIamreturned(Ihavenowbeenehomenearthreeweeks—Iwasamonthout),andyoucannotconceivethedegradationIfeltatfirst,frombeingaccustomedtowanderfreeasairamongmountains,andbatheinriverswithoutbeingcontrolledbyanyone,toehomeandwork.Ifeltverylittle.IhadbeendreamingIwasaverygreatman.Butthatisgoingoff,andIfindIshallconformintimetothatstateoflifetowhichithaspleasedGodtocallme.Besides,afterall,Fleet-StreetandtheStrandarebetterplacestoliveinforgoodandallthanamongSkiddaw.Still,IturnbacktothosegreatplaceswhereIwanderedabout,participatingintheirgreatness.Afterall,IcouldnotliveinSkiddaw.Icouldspendayear—two,threeyears—amongthem,butImusthaveaprospectofseeingFleet-Streetattheendofthattime,orIshouldmopeandpineaway,Iknow.Still,Skiddawisafinecreature.Myhabitsarechanging,Ithink:i.e.fromdrunktosober.WhetherIshallbehappierornotremainstobeproved.Ishallcertainlybemorehappyinamorning;butwhetherIshallnotsacrificethefat,andthemarrow,andthekidneys,i.e.thenight,thegloriouscare-drowningnight,thathealsallourwrongs,pourswineintoourmortifications,changesthescenefromindifferentandflattobrightandbrilliant!—OManning,ifIshouldhaveformedadiabolicalresolution,bythetimeyouetoEngland,ofnotadmittinganyspirituousliquorsintomyhouse,willyoubemyguestonsuchshameworthyterms?Islife,withsuchlimitations,worthtrying?Thetruthis,thatmyliquorsbringanestoffriendlyharpiesaboutmyhouse,whoconsumeme.
ThisisapitifultaletobereadatSt.Gothard;butitisjustnownearestmyheart.Fenwickisaruinedman.Heishidinghimselffromhiscreditors,andhassenthiswifeandchildrenintothecountry.Fell,myotherdrunkenpanion(thathasbeen:namhiccaestusartemquerepono),isturnededitorofa"
NavalChronicle."
Godwin(withapitifulartificialwife)continuesasteadyfriend,thoughthesamefacilitydoesnotremainofvisitinghimoften.ThatBitchhasdetachedMarshallfromhishouse,Marshallthemanwhowenttosleepwhenthe"
AncientMariner"
wasreading:theold,steady,unalterablefriendoftheProfessor.Holcroftisnotyetetotown.Iexpecttoseehim,andwilldeliveryourmessage.HowIhatethispartofaletter.Thingsecrowdingintosay,andnoroomforeSomethingsaretoolittletobetold,i.e.tohaveapreference;somearetoobigandcircumstantial.Thanksforyours,whichwasmostdelicious.WouldIhadbeenwithyou,benighted&c.Ifearmyheadisturnedwithwandering.Ishallneverbethesameacquiescentbeing.Farewell;writeagainquickly,forIshallnotliketohazardaletter,notknowingwherethefateshavecarriedyou.Farewell,mydearfellow.
C.LAMB.
[LambsuggestsinLetter54thatheknewsomeFrench.MarshallwemetintheletterstoGodwinofDecember14,1800,andtoManning,December16,1800.
"
Holcroft"
—ThomasHolcroft(1745-1809),amiscellaneouswriter,whoisbestknownbyhisplay"
TheRoadtoRuin."
Lambsaysofhiminhis"
LettertoSouthey"
(seeVol.I.ofthisedition)thathewas"
oneofthemostcandid,mostupright,andsingle-meaningmen"
thathehadevermet.]
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