LETTER 93
一秒记住【xiaoyanwenxue】精彩无弹窗免费!
“TheWorksofCharlesandMaryLamb—Volume5(.shg.tw)”
!
LETTER93
CHARLESLAMBTOJOHNRICKMAN
To
JohnRickman,Esqr.,
DublinCastle.
[Nodate.?November,1801.]
AletterfromG.Dyerwillprobablyacpanythis.IwishIcouldconveytoyouanynotionofthewhimsicalscenesIhavebeenwitnesstointhisfortnightpast.TwasonTuesdayweekthepoorheathenscrambleduptomydooraboutbreakfasttime.Hecamethroaviolentrainwithnoneckclothon,andabeardthatmadehimaspectacletomenandangels,andtapdatthedoor.Maryopendit,andhestoodstarkstillandheldapaperinhishandimportingthathehadbeenillwithafever.Heeitherwouldntorcouldntspeakexceptbysigns.Whenyouwenttoforthimheputhishanduponhisheartandshookhisheadandtoldushisplaintlaywherenomedicinescouldreachit.IwasdispatchdforDr.Dale,Mr.PhillipsofSt.PaulsChurchyard,andMr.Frend,whoistobehisexecutor.GeorgesolemnlydeliveredintoMr.Frendshandsandmineanoldburntprefacethathadbeeninthefire,withinjunctionswhichwesolemnlyvowdtoobeythatitshouldbeprintedafterhisdeathwithhislastcorrections,andthatsomeaccountshouldbegiventotheworldwhyhehadnotfulfilldhisengagementwithsubscribers.Havingdonethisandborrowdtwoguineasofhisbookseller(towhomheimpartedinconfidencethatheshouldleaveagreatmanyloosepapersbehindhimwhichwouldonlywantmethodizingandarrangingtoproveverylucrativetoanybooksellerafterhisdeath),helaidhimselfdownonmybedinamoodofplacentresignation.Bytheaidofmeatanddrinkputintohim(forIallalongsuspectedavacuum)hewasenabledtositupintheevening,buthehadnotgotthebetterofhisintolerablefearofdying;heexpressedsuchphilosophicindifferenceinhisspeechandsuchfrightenedapprehensionsinhisphysiognomythatifhehadtrulybeendying,andIhadknownit,Icouldnothavekeptmycountenance.Inparticular,whenthedoctorcameandorderedhimtotakelittlewhitepowders(Isupposeofchalkoralum,tohumourhim),heeydhimwithasuspicionwhichIcouldnotaccountfor;hehassinceexplaindthathetookitforgrantedDr.Daleknewhissituationandhadorderedhimthesepowderstohastenhisdeparturethathemightsufferaslittlepainaspossible.Thinkwhatanaspecttheheathenputonwiththesefearsuponadirtyface.Torecountallhisfreaksfortwoorthreedayswhilehethoughthewasgoing,andhowthefitoperated,andsometimesthemangotuppermostandsometimestheauthor,andhehadthisexcellentpersontoserve,andhemustcorrectsomeproofsheetsforPhillips,andhecouldnotbeartoleavehissubscribersunsatisfyd,buthemustnotthinkofthesethingsnow,hewasgoingtoaplacewhereheshouldsatisfyallhisdebts—andwhenhegotalittlebetterhebegantodiscoursewhatahappythingitwouldbeiftherewasaplacewhereallthegoodmenandwomenintheworldmightmeet,meaningheavn,andIreallybelieveforatimehehaddoubtsabouthissoul,forhewasverynear,ifnotquite,light-headed.ThefactwashehadnothadagoodmealforsomedaysandhislittledirtyNiece(whomhesentforwithastilldirtierNephew,andhuggdhim,andbidthemfarewell)toldusthatunlesshedinesouthesubsistsonteaandgruels.Andhecorroboratedthistalebyeverandanonplainingofsensationsofgnawingwhichhefeltabouthisheart,whichhemistookhisstomachtobe,andsureenoughthesegnawingsweredissipatedafteramealortwo,andhesurelythinksthathehasbeenrescuedfromthejawsofdeathbyDr.Daleswhitepowders.Heisgotquitewellagainbynursing,andchirpsofodesandlyricpoetrythedaylong—heistogooutoftownonMonday,andwithhimgoesthedirtytrainofhispapersandbookswhichfollowdhimtoourhouse.Ishallnotbesorrywhenhetakeshisniptcarcaseoutofmybed,whichithasoccupied,andvanisheswithallhisLyriclumber,butIwillendeavourtobringhiminfutureintoamethodofdiningatleastonceaday.
Ihaveproposedtohimtodinewithme(andhehasnearlyeintoit)wheneverhedoesnotgoout;andpayme.Iwilltakehismoneybeforehandandheshalleatitout.IfIdontitwillgoallovertheworld.Someworthlessrelations,ofwhichthedirtylittledevilthatlooksafterhimandastillmoredirtynephewareponentparticles,Ihavereasontothinkdivideallhisgainswithsomelazyworthlessauthorsthatarehisconstantsatellites.TheLiteraryFundhasvotedhimseasonably£20andifIcanhelpitheshallspenditonhisowncarcase.IhaveassistedhiminarrangingtheremainderofwhathecallsPoemsandhewillgetridofemIhopeinanother.[Herethreelinesaretornawayatthefootofthepage,whereinLambmakesthetransitionfromGeorgeDyertoanotherpoorauthor,GeorgeBurnett.]
IpromisedBurnettowritewhenhisparcelwent.HewantsmetocertifythatheismoreawakethanyouthinkhiIbelievehemaybebythistime,butheissofullofself-opinionthatIfearwhetherheandPhillipswilleverdotogether.WhatheistodoforPhillipshewhimsicallyseemstoconsidermoreasafavordonetoP.thanajobfromP.Hestillpersiststocallemploymentdependence,andpratesabouttheinsolenceofbooksellersandthetaxupongeniuses.Poordevil!heisnotlaunchedupontheoceanandissea-sickwithaforethought.Iwriteplainlyabouthim,andhewouldstareandfrownfinelyifhereadthistreacherousepistle,butIreallyamanxiousabouthim,andthat[?it]nettlesmetoseehimsoproudandsohelpless.Ifheisnotservdhewillneverservehimself.IreadhislonglettertoSouthey,whichIsupposeyouhaveseen.HehadbetterhavebeenfurnishingcopyforPhillipsthanluxuriatingintracingthecausesofhisimbecillity.Ibelieveheisalittlewronginnotascribingmoretothestructureofhisownmind.Hehadhisyawnsfromnature,hispridefromeducation.
IhopetoseeSoutheysoon,soIneedonlysendmyremembrancetohimnow.DoubtlessIneednottellhimthatBurnettisnottobefosterdinself-opinion.Hiseyeswantopening,toseehimselfamanofmiddlingstature.Iamnotoculistenoughtodothis.ThebooksellersmayonedayremovethefilIamallthistimeonthemostcordialsuppingtermsofamitywithG.Burnettandreallylovehimattimes:butImustspeakfreelyofpeoplebehindtheirbacksandnotthinkitback-biting.ItisbetterthanGodwinswayoftellingamanheisafooltohisface.
IthinkifyoucoulddoanythingforGeorgeinthewayofanoffice(Godknowswhetheryoucaninanyhaste[?case],butyoudidtalkofit)itismyfirmbeliefthatitwouldbehisonlychanceofsettlement;hewillneverlivebyhisliteraryexertions,ashecallsthem—heistooproudtogotheusualwaytoworkandhehasnotalentstomakethatwayunnecessary.IknowhetalksbiginhislettertoSoutheythathismindisundergoinganalterationandthatthedieisnowcastingthatshallconsignhimtohonorordishonour,buttheseexpressionsaretheconvulsionsofafever,notthesoberworkingsofhealth.TranslatedintoplainEnglish,henowandthenperceiveshemustworkorstarve,andthenhethinkshellwork;butwhenhegoesaboutittheresalionintheway.HecamedawdlingtomeforanEncyclop?diayesterday.IremendedhimtoNorrislibraryandhesaidifhecouldnotgetitthere,Phillipswasboundtofurnishhimwithone;itwasPhillipsinteresttodoso,andallthat.Thiswastruewithsomerestrictions—butastoPhillipsintereststoobligeG.B.!Lordhelphissimplehead!P.couldbyawhistlecalltogetherahostofsuchauthorsasG.B.likeRobinHoodsmerrymeningreen.P.hasregularregimentsinpay.Poorwritersarehiscrab-liceandsuckathimfornutriment.Hisroundpuddingchopsaretheirideaofplentywhenintheiridlefanciestheyaspiretoberich.
WhatdoyouthinkofalifeofG.Dyer?Icanscarcelyconceiveamoreamusingnovel.Hehasbeenconnectedwithallsectsintheworldandhewillfaithfullytellallheknows.Everybodywillreadit;andifitisnotdoneaccordingtomyfancyIpromisetoputhiminanovelwhenhedies.Nothingshallescapeme.Ifyouthinkitfeasible,wheneveryouwriteyoumayencouragehiSincehehasbeensoclosewithmeIhaveperceivdtheworkingsofhisinordinatevanity,hisgiganticattentiontoparticlesandtopreventopenvowelsinhisodes,hissolicitudethatthepublicmaynotloseanytittleofhispoemsbyhisdeath,andallthewhilehisutterignorancethattheworlddontcareapinabouthisodesandhiscriticisms,afactwhicheverybodyknowsbuthimself—heisarumgenius.
C.L.
[Dr.DalewouldprobablybeThomasDaleofDevonshireSquare,Bishopsgate,whohadalargecitypracticeinthosedays.Hediedin1816.
"
Anoldburntpreface."
Seenoteonpage210.
GeorgeBurnettwehavealreadymet.Hewasbornprobablyin1776.HewenttoBalliol,metSoutheyandColeridgeandbecameaPantisocratist.SubsequentlyhebecameadissentingministeratYarmouth,andthenamedicalstudentatEdinburgh;andlaterhesucceededGeorgeDyerastutorinthefamilyofLordStanhope.HebecameoneofPhillipshacks,asLambslettertellsus.HisprincipalworkwastheSpecimensofEnglishProseWriters,1807,inthreevolumes,inwhichithasbeenstatedthatLambhadahand.Hediedinwantin1811.
ThereferencetoSoutheybeinginDublinisexplainedbythefactthat,throughRickman,hehadbeenappointedprivatesecretarytoMr.Corry,ChancelloroftheExchequerforIreland,atasalaryof£400.Hedidnotlongretainthepost,asitwasvexatiousandthedutiesveryirregular.
LambsnextlettertoRickman,datedNovember24,1801,containsbetternewsofDyerandreturnstothesubjectofJohnWoodvil."
Dyerregularlydineswithmewhenhedoesnotgoavisiting,andbringshisshilling."
Also,saysLamb,hetalksofmarrying."
HehasnotforgivenmeforbetrayingtoyouhispurposeofwritinghisownLife.Hesays,thatifitoncespreads,somanypeoplewillexpectandwishtohaveaplaceinit,thatheissureheshalldisobligeallhisfriends."
本章未完,点击下一页继续阅读